It's hard.

Assalammulaikum.

To be true, it's hard to move on.

The step I'm taking did not make any different.

Saya masih di takuk lama.

Saya tak membenci, saya redha. Seikhlasnya saya cuba untuk redha dengan apa yang jadi.

Tapi, kenapa awak ada je? Penat laaa. 

Ingat awak sepanjang masa.

Everything is related. I need everything to stop.

You used to be someone that I love and to be true till now I still do. So, how am I going to stop this mess? When the feeling is still there?

Im not avoiding you, I face everything about you. What else should I do? So that you were NOTHING in my life now! What?? There's no word can describe what I feel when it's about you. Everything mixed up. Should I be happy for you and her? Or should I be mad? Should I hate you? Or shouldn't hate you? Should I forget you? 

Saya penat untuk lupa kan awak, penat nak tipu hati sendiri yang sebenarnya saya tak sayang awak dah, tapi kenyataannya SAYANG. Penat nak tunjuk yang sebenarnye saya dah move on, tapi hakikatnya TIDAK.

To you, Mr.YouKnowWhoYouAre. If you read this, don't worry or feel guilty. Just dont, you had your own reason, dan saya dah pun memaafkan.

To you my fellow followers, Im sorry if this post annoyed you. Sorry guys. 

May peace be upon you.

UNTITLED

Assalammulaikum.

Hye kawan kawan. Hari ni saya updated blog atas Ehsan adik junior yang memberi pinjam P1Max beliau. HEHE. Alhamdulillah.

Ouh, pagi tadi saya dikejutkan dgn khabaran sedih. Kawan saya dari sekolah tadika telah pun kembali kerahmatulAllah pagi tadi, kerana accident . :'(

Terkilan sangat dengar berita tu. Terasa baru hari tu ber-whatsup dengan arwah. Tahu tahu je dapat berita yang seterusnya dia dah pergi tinggal kan kami. :'(

Hanafi Rahim, kami doa kan semoga awak di tempat kan dalam golongan yang beriman dan tenang di sisiNya. Kami redha dengan pemergian awak, dgn kehendakNya. Amin. Al-Fatihah. :'(

Hurm, hidup ni memang sementara. Sekejap je Allah tarik orang yg kita sayang atas kehendakNya. Takut bila dapat tahu berita mcam ni. Bila agak nye sampai masa kita. Semoga masa kita sampai bila kita berada di jalan yg benar dan di redha.
InsyaaAllah. :'(

So, end of that part. Sekarang saya berada di Segamat semula. Menjalani kehiduapan sebagai seorang pelajar kembali. Perasaan? Im a bit excited. Why? I dont know why. HEHE.

Dugaan awal semester ni agak mencabar. Satu satu dugaan datang. And Alhamdulillah, dengan izin Allah. Semua benda tu settled. :)

But, Im a bit worried about my current lecture. Will they to theirs best to teach us? I hope so. InsyaaAllah. Bukan nye saya nak salah kan Lecture bila failed, but kalau dah diaorang ajar pun kami tak berapa nak pham mcm mne? Yes, make an effort, ask people that know. The problem is, will they secara ikhlas akn ajar kita? Dan ada ke masa mereka untuk ajar kami? See the point? Haih. Susah jugak jadi oramh lembab ni kan? Usaha kena lebih dari biase. LEBIH LEBIH LEBIH ! -..-'

So, I hope for this Final Semester, InsyaaAllah I can score to the max. InsyaaAllah. :)

That is all for today. I know I owe you guys a post about that babysitter things, but eventually you have to forget about that. Im sorry, but the story is to old to tell, so me decide not to post about that no more. Sorry guys, I didnt mean to. The internet is not there at that time. So, see ya ! Keep your heart near to your mind, so that they can work together in proper way. Whatever happened today, there's tomorrow. InsyaaAllah. :)

So, may peace be upon you. :)

No connection to be updated.

Assalammulaikum.

Short post.
Internet kena potong. Abang saya tak de masa nka bayar bill lagi. So, there's a lot to tell, but you know why la kan? Maaf. After ada connection, I will ASAP post all the babysitter things ! :)

Got to go guys ! Live life to the fullest. InsyaAllah.
May peace be upon you. :)